It was good that we were all here together when it happened. The light jokes about stealing food out of the office refrigerator and hoarding the bagels and cream cheese from the earlier orientation made the situation more manageable. Making light of not getting paid on time by hashing out witty puns between us was our way of dealing with a a pretty messed up situation, according to all of us. I think at one point I even said I wasn’t going to eat for the rest of the day because I had like 7 bucks to my name. Underlying all the discourse back and forth was a obvious sentiment that we really didn’t have to go to the extremes we were mentioning. In the back of our minds, we were very well aware that we had someone out there to fall back on, and the feeling of uncertainty would be shortly lived. I know in the back of all our minds, we are also very aware that there is someone out there who experiences that reality, that feeling of uncertainty, on a daily basis, and they don’t have any sense of what a safety net is.
I live on the poverty level, by choice. As an AmeriCorps VISTA, a federal national service program fighting poverty , and as a part of my year of service at the Georgia Center for Nonprofits in Atlanta GA, I took an oath at PSO training to live on the poverty level in order to connect more closely to the individuals we serve, and to have a deeper understanding of the lifestyle that’s lived by the people we have committed a year to assist.
I think I am a pretty reflective person, always trying to look a little deeper into situations that happen around me and thinking of the implications of its aftermath . After getting paid 4 days late, and having a mini freak out, I actually came to the realization that in the big scheme of things, that although there was a technical screw up with the payroll, AmeriCorps actually fulfilled its mission even further and inadvertently immersed its VISTA members into understanding how life is for the millions of people who live in poverty in the U.S. on a daily basis. Inconsistency in pay, and basic needs are nothing new for the individuals who live in poverty.For those individuals, life is full of inconsistencies. Inconsistencies with shelter, food, warmth… basic needs that are pertinent for survival, personal, and physical growth. Just some stats…
More than one in every four Georgia children – 28.8% of our children – now live in food insecure households. This is up from 28.3% last year. The USDA defines food insecurity as the lack of access to adequate food resulting from the lack of money and other resources. (Feeding America, Map the Meal Gap: Child Food Insecurity 2011. Data released June 2013.)
From 2000 to 2010, the number of poor individuals in the Atlanta metro suburbs more than doubled, growing by 122%. (Source: U.S. Census, cited: http://www.brookings.edu/blogs/the-avenue/posts/2011/09/22-metro-poverty-berube-kneebone)
10.9% – more than one in every ten senior citizens in Georgia – are living in poverty. (U.S. Census Bureau, American Community Survey Profile. Data released Sept. 2012.)
I am a part of these demographics, but only for a year. I have the choice to walk away from this life and possibly never return(depending upon circumstances, you never know) . Everyone does not have that choice or those opportunities. In these past 4 days of not receiving pay on time, I have gotten just a small glimpse into the constant “pins and needles” emotions that are experienced from not having a weekend that is financially stable, let alone a day, or an hour, that is monetarily inconsistent, but I have gotten only that, a glimpse. I cannot imagine what people who live through this have to go through nor will I falsely promote that I know what they experience. I still have a safety net. The only thing I can give is my understanding and hopefully through the personal growth I experienced during this situation, I am able to continuously work for the change of systems, stigmas, and infrastructures that perpetuate poverty and all things associated with it. I can only do what I can in my power to bring awareness,understanding and resources.
Things Learned and Confirmed
- Poverty does not equal lazy.
- Contrary to popular belief, it is not always by choice.
- Constant inconsistent structures and lack of education on poverty only perpetuate the sentiments behind it.
- Individuals who live in poverty are not poor people. There is a difference.
I can help, but I vow chose my words wisely, and not act like I know what it feels like, because I don’t. I get to go home and eat. Others can’t. So thanks AmeriCorps, you scared me for a bit, but because of your mix-up, I grew a little more, and your goal was still continuously fulfilled.
And a word to all the AmeriCorps VISTA members out there and service members around the world, Nelson Mandela sums this all up pretty well,
“Overcoming poverty is not a task of charity, it is an act of justice. Like Slavery and Apartheid, poverty is not natural. It is man-made and it can be overcome and eradicated by the actions of human beings. Sometimes it falls on a generation to be great. YOU can be that great generation. Let your greatness blossom.”
Peace. Love. Understanding.